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R.A.H.W.Restless  Anxious  Helpless  Worthless   
All these things I feel  Things that eat at my soul   
I know I am supposed to help you  But I don't know how  What am I supposed to do?  How can I save you?   
Restless is my soul  I want to do something to help   
Anxious- my body vibrates  My heart races in anticipation of my failure   
Helpless is what I feel  I can't think of how to save you   
Worthless is what I believe  
My heart is  
I cannot help you  I am not worth your love   
I'm sorry that I am:  Res R.A.H.W.
by ~disturbedrenn
cSo many times I tried  To reach out to you  But you avoided me  As if I were a plague   
Too many times  I've loved you  When you never  Cared for me   
Make up my mind  Make up my heart c
by ~disturbedrenn
Friends and AnalogFriends who trip together end up bonding in ways blood, or any other tie, cannot reach.  Minds and souls meld and seperate.  Thoughts and feelings swirl and mix.  After a trip, friends find that they have a deeper understanding of each other and their inner workings. Friends and Analog
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No tittleThough I always have you  I feel alone   
Though you are a constant light  I am in the dark   
Why am I so far away  Yet right next to you?   
I want to pull you closer  
Yet all I do is push you away   
Do I like to hurt you?  Or, is it that I like to save you?   
Am I wrong?  Or right?  To keep you in the dark?  To keep this to myself?   
I don't want to be alone  I just don't want to lose you   
Don't leave  
But keep your distance No tittle
by ~disturbedrenn
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TimeTime.  Unfathomable depths  tearing at my limbs  dragging me down  to the darkness  of the cold.  Time.  Seizing me with its  
tender fingers  gripping at  my throat so  
gentle and sudden.  Time.  
Catching me as I  drift closer to you  in a pathetic  attempt to escape  its custody.  Time.  My master in my actions;  My debtor in my faults;  My watcher in the night;  My speechless lover;  Time.  My Silent Killer. Time
by ~AkaiiDenetsu
You can'tI learnt a valuable lesson today,  as I stared first into the mirror,  and then down at the scars. I  learnt that cutting doesn't stop  
the pain, I learnt that crying doesn't  either. I learnt that nothing can  
bring a dead man back, and I learnt  that the pain is your only consolation.  When you're sitting alone in the dark  with every stabbing hurt, you have no  choice but to face it and cry with it,  not at it. Things will never be perfect,  and as I looked into the mirror,  I learnt that you can't hide your  
insecurities behind a pretty face. So  today I wore no You can't
by ~E1andE2
Bane of ExistenceYou are the bane of my existence,  the thorn in my side,  the break in my heart.   
You pain me so.  Mentally and Physically,  killing my softly with your song       of death          and agony.   
Surely,  I must be masochist.  For the pain you bring  is the sweetest of pleasures.  Fills me with emotion when I  am empty.  Gives me a reason to  live  to wake up in the A.M.   
You are my master,  and  I, your willing slave.  A love/hate relationship we have.  A Bane of Existence
by ~Kitz-the-Kitsune
White roomPacing back and fourth  within this room, White as snow  The tie around my neck  Feels like a noose  I can't escape this room  Doors lock, windows close  I can't escape this tie  It tightens, constricting   
There is no colour  Only white  White suit  White shoes  White tie  White walls  White floor  White glass  White, I hate the colour   
I curl up on the floor  Finally lost control  My mind has become  Just another on in the line  Waiting for the time  Waiting for nothing  Waiting to get spit out  Just waiting t White room
by ~Kotman
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Tue Nov 11, 2008, 4:50 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Ben kicking ass on Halo 3
  • Watching: Ben kicking ass on Halo 3
So...
I know it has been a long time since I have been on and for that I am sorry.
I am doing okay (for the moment). Jarett and I are still together for going on 13 months.
Other than that nothing much has changed.
Though I am not in school still. I am going to go back in the spring.
I have mostly been just chillin either at my house or here, at my friend's pad. We do all sorts of things here that shall remain a mystery to most of you. Sorry, don't take it personal. It's just not something that can be talked about too freely.
But yeah, we have been playing video games, watching movies, and just hanging out.

I finally turned 21! I have gone to the bar a couple of times with my mother, who is like my bff.
Jarett still has another year before he can go to the bar. I gotta go because I am lagging the game.

I'll be on soon... I hope.

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  • Current Residence: Federal Way
  • Interests: Anime, Graphic Novels, Poetry, Reading, Music, Singing, Helping Others
  • Favourite movie: Dragonheart, Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, Interview with a Vampire
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Flyleaf, Ra, H.I.M., Skillet, Rise Against, 30 Seconds to Mars
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative, Native American Flute
  • Favourite artist: Shadow, Tom, Samantha(though she doesn't know it)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Brooks, Tolkien, Shakespeare
  • Favourite photographer: Tom
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Favourite game: Hunter the Reckoning: Wayward, Devil May Cry 3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, Vash, Ed (FullMetal)
  • Personal Quote: Just Live... for you know not when you wont have the luxury.. or curse

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:iconakaiidenetsu:
~AkaiiDenetsu May 10, 2008, 4:47:55 PM
Hey, what's up? ^^'' Did you know that you've been watching me for over a year now? xD

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
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Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
:iconakaiidenetsu:
Mood: Love ~AkaiiDenetsu Jan 13, 2008, 2:51:26 PM
Thanks for the fave, un. ^^

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
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Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
:iconimnotsoordinary:
~ImNotSoOrdinary Oct 5, 2007, 11:32:20 AM
hey , if you have msn , i can discuss things with you there if it's a must lol

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Mood: Stumped ~bitterZweet Sep 25, 2007, 3:39:38 PM
Hola *hugs and pokes*
My stupid phone didn't save your number while at the bench today...[link]
Stumped
:iconakaiidenetsu:
~AkaiiDenetsu Aug 29, 2007, 8:49:38 PM
Thanks for the fave. ^_^

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
~*~
Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
:iconakaiidenetsu:
~AkaiiDenetsu Jul 26, 2007, 8:43:58 AM
Thanks for the fave! ^w^

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
~*~
Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
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~Makispero Jun 9, 2007, 3:39:29 AM
Thanks for the fave ^.^

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~cecurley May 9, 2007, 11:31:47 AM
hi*=]


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:iconakaiidenetsu:
~AkaiiDenetsu Apr 11, 2007, 3:58:38 PM
Thanks so much for the fave! Or should I say...Doma arigato!!! <3

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
~*~
Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
:iconakaiidenetsu:
~AkaiiDenetsu Apr 26, 2007, 7:55:32 PM
Once again, thanks for another fave. ^^

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I did WHAT with WHO in WHICH fanfic?!?!! O_o
~*~
Roses are #FF0000,
Violets are #0000FF,
All my base
Are belong to you.
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